INTO THE DEEP END I have never been one to enjoy a wading pool. Even as a small child, I couldn't wait to jump into the deep end of the pool. I loved being able to not just float on the surface, but dive deep, deeper still, into the watery depths. Funny, it is the way I like to live life as well.
Sunday, May 23, 2021
GRADUATE INTO LIFE-LONG LEARNING
Monday, March 22, 2021
SEEKING THE WATER OF LIFE AS WE FACE THE CHANGES OF LIFE
I am struck that it is one year ago that the COVID wave crashed across our area, forcing us into quarantine mode. One year. I remember we all thought it would be for a short time, that if we sheltered in place well, we could all re-emerge at Easter and oh, what a day of resurrection it would be!
And here we are, a year later, and perhaps, if vaccines keep happening at the rates they are, PERHAPS we are achieving herd immunity and can together experience new life together at Easter,
So
I have been reflecting on this past year, what I have learned, what I failed to
learn, what I did, what I failed to do. There are so many lessons this past
year offers and I believe that we need to take time to consider the lessons and
be sure we have learned them well as we move into the future.
So tonight, Id like you to think about this past
year. What significant events have been defining moments of the past
year, what you have learned from them, how God has spoken to you through all
you have experienced?
This is a season of change. Just as the length of
light has grown longer, the days warmer, the buds just starting to poke through
the ground across our area, change is happening, too, in our individual lives.
Some of us are getting ready for moves, some are preparing young people for
graduation, some are walking with loved ones who are sick and dying. We feel
the changes wrought by aging increase with every passing day.
What
are some changes you are facing?
Listing
all of these changes, it is a bit overwhelming. And then when you place all
these within the backdrop of a fast-paced, ever changing society, it can make
you dizzy!
Change
isn’t easy for us. For many of us, our attitude towards change is summed up by
the bumper sticker: Change is good. You go first. Or by another bumper
sticker: Change is good. Unless it happens.
How
do you negotiate the many changes that you face in your life? What resources help you move through change?
What does your faith have to do with the changes you face? Is it any help at all to you?
Arian
Ward of Hughes Space and Communications Company said, “I’m no longer in
the mode of trying to change people. I’m in a mode of finding a way to enable
them to change. Because it’s going to happen
naturally.” We are going to age. Friends and loved ones will move or die. We will acquire new positions, new
roles. Who or what is equipping you to
be able to change? Who or what is
helping you move through the transitions, which are the psychological process
people go through to come to terms with change?
I
have not always been graceful at negotiating transitions, but I have found that
faith offers me comfort and a compass for those transition points. For there is one who is the A to Z, the first
and final, the beginning and the end. Christ’s presence bookends the
beginnings and endings of change in my life. And
when I sink into this truth, change and transitions are less frightening and
disorienting, because through it all, my eyes are focused on the promises of
God, who will be with me always.
Through
those times of transition, when my soul has been parched and my spirit in a
draught, Jesus has offered me the Water of Life which sustained and
strengthened me so that I have been able to say boldly through the transitions
of life: “I’m on my way! I’ll be there soon!”
Water,
the water of life. Many years ago a
friend and I were checking out a new hiking trail for our summer church camp in
the Catskill mountains of New York. For a couple of years, we had hiked the
same trail in for two and a half miles and then hiked it out with our campers.
But we realized that the trail went on beyond our turn around and ended at
another point. We didn’t want to have to backtrack anymore so thought we would
check out this seven mile hike.
We
hiked the first two and a half miles. No problem. All familiar ground. Got up to our usual turn-around point on a
heavily forested plateau. But when you stepped to the edge of the plateau, you
overlooked an expanse of wilderness that took your breath away. It was always
hard to leave that beautiful spot.
My
friend and I pulled ourselves away and began walking on the new path. We felt pretty confident about our trail.
Although every once in a while it got covered over in bushes, and sometimes we
wondered if we were still on the trail or a deer path.
We
stopped for lunch on a huge granite boulder, eating all our food and drinking
all our water, as we lazily lounged on the stone like lizards in the hot sun.
After
a nap, we continued on the trail, and began to get a little nervous: were we on
the right trail? How far did we have to go? It was a hot day and we had drank
all our water. We became more and more dehydrated and extremely anxious, as we
wondered when we would ever get to the end of the trail. In fact, I have never
been more scared out on a trail before.
Finally,
totally parched, we could make out the trail head sign in the distance. About
thirty yards from the end of the trail, I tripped and literally rolled my way
the rest of the trail.
I
learned an important lesson that day about water’s life-giving powers. The lack of water clouded my judgment. I lost
my sense of balance. I wasn’t sure which way to go, didn’t have the strength at
times to go on.
When
Jesus says, come, drink freely of the water of life, I know the power that he
is offering me for this trail of life I am trying to follow, even when I get lost, when the trail changes, when
all the familiar signs around me are gone.
What
trail are you walking? What winds of change blow fiercely in your life these
days? What kinds of transitions are you facing?
There is one who was with you at the beginning of it all, and there is
one who will be with you at the end. There is one who is your companion now,
who wants to offer you the strength and sustenance to negotiate this time of
change in your life. Come. Come and
drink freely of the water of life that Jesus offers us.
Monday, March 15, 2021
THE LENTEN JOURNEY: FACING HARD TRUTHS
I confess I have a heavy heart these days.
The Council
of Bishops of The United Methodist Church has committed to focusing on
anti-racism during Lent. Each week, a bishop provides a midweek devotion on the
theme of anti-racism. It has been so powerful to hear the different
voices of my colleague bishops, as well as the music and spoken word of members
from their conference, provide spiritual challenge and care.
This past week was my turn, and I made the mistake of
reading the comments section in the UMC Facebook page. One person wrote,
“Enough of the ongoing racism barrage. How about we do something else for
awhile, like celebrate a Risen Savior.” As if the Risen Savior, who has broken
down the barriers, would ever say while there are people suffering, “Enough
already.” Or, as someone else responded, “You’re tired of it huh? Imagine
experiencing racism EVERY DAY.”
Someone else wrote: “Enough with this constant racism
theme. It is Lent.”
Now, that one stopped me in my tracks because,
frankly, I can’t think of a better church season to look hard at racism in our
church, our world, and ourselves than Lent. Pope Francis says that “Lent comes
providentially to reawaken us, to shake us from our lethargy and that it should
be a season where we find concrete ways to overcome our indifference.”
Likewise, Catherine Doherty writes that “Lent is a time of going very deeply into
ourselves... What is it that stands between us and God? Between us and our
brothers and sisters? Between us and life, the life of the Spirit? Whatever it
is, let us relentlessly tear it out, without a moment's hesitation.”
I can’t think of a
better time for us to look inward to face the role racism faces in our lives,
and how we can repent of it in order to partner with God to make beloved
community, God’s kingdom come, than the season of Lent.
It isn’t easy spiritual work, but as with all
spiritual work, the more we are willing and able to look at the hard truths
that we’d rather turn away from, the greater the movement towards freedom found
in a life of faith.
What are the things in your own life that you’d rather
not face? What are those things you’d rather overlook or just dismiss? Because
the more you back burner them, the more they will fester, grow, and eventually
boil over. The longer it takes you to face them honestly the more your life
will be dragged down by a weight that you don’t even know you are carrying.
That’s why I love Lent. It is a time for us to take
this inward journey, knowing that no matter how hard it is, God is with us, our
sure and ever present comfort in times of trouble, even when the trouble is
something within us.
God loves you enough to help you face the hard things
so that those things can die and give way for the new life found in
resurrection.
Just imagine what blessings could be found on the
other side of confessing our racism and committing ourselves to anti-racism?
I have been reading this Lent Be the Bridge:
Pursuing God’s Heart for Racial Reconciliation by Latasha Morrison. It is a
great book and I encourage you to get a book group started in your church.
She helps us face the hard truths of racism by giving
us an orientation we should use when doing this work, so we can stay in it and
not turn away when the going gets too hard or too close:
“If you’re White, if
you come from the majority culture, you’ll need to bend low in a posture of
humility. You may need to talk less and listen more, opening your heart to the
voices of your non-White brothers and sisters. You’ll need to open your mind
and study the hard truths of history without trying to explain them away.
You’ll need to examine your own life and the lives of your ancestors so you can
see whether you’ve participated in, perpetuated, or benefited from systems of
racism.
“If you’re Black,
Latinx, Asian, Native American, or part of any other non-White group, you’ll
need to come with your own posture of humility, though it will look different
from that of your White brothers and sisters. In humility, you might need to
sit with other non-White groups and learn their stories. You might need to
confess the ways you’ve perpetuated oppression of other non-White people.
People of color may need to confess internalized racism and colorism.”
We all have this work
to do. May this Lent find growing in you a humility to make space for the lived
experiences of those who aren’t like you, may it challenge you in a good way,
motivating you to learn more, as we all grow in a deeper understanding of the
ways of God, so all God’s beloved children may live in a world of love,
dignity, and equality. May our commitment to do this work be a sign of our
discipleship as Christ followers. And may others know us by this love we dare
to live out.