Open to the Holy Spirit

 Yesterday, I went to Colorado Springs with MSC colleagues to the Flying W Ranch, to attend this working ranch’s Christmas dinner and entertainment. With old saddles hanging from the ceiling and cowboy hats as the tree toppers on every Christmas tree, it was one more time when I realized how different my life is from eight years ago. This week, a Dance FB memory from 10 years ago popped up: Friends and I were wearing “tutus” as we participated in the San Francisco Lesbian/Gay Freedom Band’s Dance-Along Nutcracker.

This is what happens when we allow the Holy Spirit to break into our lives: we are led to places we hadn’t thought we’d ever go, to build relationships with people we never knew before, to grow in ways we hadn’t expected. The Holy Spirit keeps stretching us and our world, breaking barriers and borders, enlarging our world in blessed ways.

This week, the lectionary focuses on Mary, the mother of Jesus. A teenager who was betrothed to the carpenter Joseph, an angel announces to her that she will bear God’s son. I try to imagine what she must have felt, how she reacted when she was told this. Scripture says she had questions: “How can this be, since I am a virgin?” (Luke 1: 34). Whether the angel’s response put her more at ease or not, what we know is that Mary said yes to carrying the Son of the Most High. Her life would take an unexpected turn, one she hadn’t planned, couldn’t even imagine, as she opened herself to the Holy Spirit and gave birth to a child who would change the world.

Do you leave yourself open to the Holy Spirit?

We know we are living a Spirit-led life when we find ourselves in community with people we never thought much about before, when we cross into new and unknown territories with eyes wide open, listening, learning, growing. We find ourselves relying less and less on our ego to make decisions and more on the Holy Spirit. We allow the Holy Spirit to work through us, so that we become extensions of Christ in the world. We find ourselves compelled to speak out, stand up, and stand with those who are oppressed and suffering.

This Advent season, keep yourself open to the Holy Spirit. You will find yourself (and those around you) blessed in ways you can’t even imagine.

A Candle In the Dark

 “Comfort, O comfort my people, says your God.” (Isaiah 40: 1)

Saying “Happy Holidays” out of respect to the many religious traditions that exist in the United States makes some people’s blood boil: “How dare they cancel Christmas!” they exclaim. I wonder how these same individuals feel now that religious leaders in Bethlehem, Jerusalem, Galilee, and Jordan have “canceled” Christmas, stating that this year is not the time for festive celebrations when so many are suffering from the Israeli-Hamas war?

Real life has collided with our often saccharin and sanitized view of Christmas. We want to believe that this really is “the most wonderful time of the year.” That the angels’ song of “Peace on earth goodwill to all” is more than a wish. That children sleep sweetly in a “silent night”, uninterrupted by bombs or gunfire.

But there is no peace in Palestine this Christmas. In the fighting between Israel and Hamas, the number of women and children killed is shocking (the current death toll notes 1,200 Israelis and 17,177 Palestinians). Most of Gaza’s 2.3 million people are now homeless, trapped in the small region with little food, water, medical care, or shelter. This is a major humanitarian crisis.

There is no peace in Bethlehem this year.

Many religious organizations are encouraging those of us living around the world to join in solidarity with Palestinian Christians and forgo the usual festivities of the season. The General Board of Global Ministries of The United Methodist Church has encouraged churches to keep the second Advent candle (known as the Peace, or Bethlehem candle) to remain unlit, as a way for us to keep before us as well as in our hearts and prayers the suffering of those in the midst of war.

I admit I have struggled with this: the Advent wreath is a sign of hopeful waiting. It seems to me that at a time like this, we need to keep the light of Peace burning bright, calling us to seek peace in all actions, times, and places.

But to have the light unlit in the Advent wreath all Advent and into Christmas is a jarring reminder that there is no peace. It is a weekly reminder that millions are suffering from war and violence. Their cries echo silently around the sanctuary.

Rev. Sandy Olewine served for 10 years in the Holy Land. She shared this poem that moved me deeply:

 

As you prepare your breakfast, think of others

(do not forget the pigeon’s food).

As you conduct your wars, think of others

(do not forget those who seek peace).

As you pay your water bill, think of others

(those who are nursed by clouds).

As you return home, to your home, think of others

(do not forget the people of the camps).

As you sleep and count the stars, think of others

(those who have nowhere to sleep).

As you liberate yourself in metaphor, think of others

(those who have lost the right to speak).

As you think of others far away, think of yourself

(say: “If only I were a candle in the dark”).

— Mahmoud Darwish

 

May we each be a candle in the dark.

God is Coming, Ready or Not!

 I am so thankful that Robin puts up with me throughout Advent and Christmas. I don’t think of myself as a rigid person, but apparently, when it comes to the holidays, family members simply roll their eyes at me when I say that. I like to say that there are rituals and traditions that I like to honor. These are the things that bring meaning and joy for me, and enable me to sink into the Christmas story as fully as possible, helping me see signs of God’s coming in my life and in my world once again.

 

Because that is what good rituals do: they help reorient us and attune our senses to see beyond the usual and mundane to see where God is showing up, to lead, heal, challenge, comfort, and call.

 

That’s why I love the season of Advent. These four weeks leading up to Christmas help me prepare to receive God’s gift of Love once again. Throughout the year, there is so much I let get in the way of my walk with God, so many distractions that keep me from listening and looking for God.

 

This year, the church calendar and the secular calendar have nearly undone clergy and lay leaders. Advent is marked by the four Sundays before Christmas. But this year, the fourth Sunday is the 24th, making it Christmas Eve! How does one simultaneously prepare AND receive? Some churches have made the decision to start Advent a week early so that people can have four Sundays to prepare and then experience the wonder and joy of Christmas Eve.

 

Yesterday I wrote a post on FB: “Advent is here! Are you ready for the journey?” To which Pastor Matt Franks replied, “No, but I have found great peace in just letting it happen vs being so stressed about what needs to be done.”

 

Thanks, Matt. I needed this reminder, and I have a hunch I’m not the only one. May we all find peace in letting the season unfold. There is no “perfect” way to do Advent, no “perfect” way to prepare for Christmas. Perhaps the best way is to simply stay alert to the signs of the sacred, showing up in our world once again.

 

Because in the end, God is coming, ready or not!